Day 11- Something that pissed you off

Oh,yes I am waiting to post this entry such a long time. Finally.

I am quite a very straight forward person. When I said I am a very straight forward that's mean I AM VERY STRAIGHT FORWARD. I'll say things or stuffs quite straight to the dot but it is depends on the situation. I don't bluntly say nasty stuffs like that to people, I guess maturity says it all.

So what are that something pissed me off will be like a man asking you out for dinner and it turned out he asked you to pay for it. Sorry to say, it is not the right move to impress a lady. I know some male will say why everytime we guys have to pay for a girl. I got it but I think a man who asked a lady out and ask them ( lady ) to pay is such a jerk. 

Ask me, if a man ask me out without me asking them out I will expect for the guy to pay for me. Unless he is my old friend or a friend which I've known long ago then I wouldn't mind paying. It's understood. Mutual understanding.

I have a little chat with a friend of mine recently. We plan for a dinner and movie. And we were like, hey I buy the tickets and you buy the popcorns and drinks for us and I am totally no issue with that. Even if we need to share the bill for dinner. Because he is in manner. Mutual understanding.

I've asked someone just now, hey if you are asking a girl out for the first time will you ask her pay for her meals? Guess what he answered me, "if I am the one who ask her out, I will pay for her."

So my point here, I know it is not easy to earn the dollar but a boy/man who ask a girl/lady out and asked them to pay for the meals (for the first time meeting) is not appropriate.

Secondly, I never be that slim like a runaway model. I've work hard to be what I am now and I am still not happy with myself although now I am at size M. But for the records, I am proud with myself. I don't wanna be somebody else. I just want to be me. And just recently when I was out with some friends, a guy came to me and says I am fat. Holy crap, I was like what did you just said. I make him to repeat again. I smiled and I said okay. The next morning, I recieved a good morning from him saying,"hi sexy my naughty girl..." and the last thing I knew, he invited me for a movie.

You tell me, just 24 hours ago you told me I am fat and the very next day you described me as Sexy and Naughty? and you asked me out for a movie. What are you? Some kind of jokes?. Seriously, I do not give a damned for a man who have no clue how to respect female. 

So my point is, don't crack stupid jokes especially about fat and sex with females. Because that makes you look cheap and stupid.

And thirdly, do not take people for granted. A couple of week ago, a friend of mine asked me to pick up one of her friend for birthday party. I was working that day and the place is quite far from the place which I am staying. Her friend then texted me, "Hey Lexa, are you coming for the birthday? can you come and pick me up ar?". I told her yes I am coming but I will be late. She then said, it will be fine.She will wait for me as long as she have transport. Then I was like, okay cool. Deal. So like usually Lexa, I will text upon leaving the house. As I was on the way to her place she texted me, " you still far ah? how long u reach?". "how long u will reach?" "can u make it fast? I dun want to be late..". 

So feeling pushed, I drove and used the emergency lane and soon I realized she posted her status on Facebook as,

 " I never like to be late but someone doesn't know how to come early.."

I was like, you asked me to pick you up and I already told you I am going to be late and you can post something unmatured stuff like that on Facebook, what the heck.

My point is, I always believe if you are going to follow someone else car you have to follow their time and their plan. Don't just take people for granted or some kind of  being bossy.That is my public opinion.

So that's about it. Actually, there are still a lot more. But enough for this time. See yah!

Day 10- Songs you listen to currently

I am currently listening to Maroon 5 and The Script. If you know me long, you'll know that these two bands has been my favourite band since long ago. 

I love them so much and sometime I wish if I could have a boyfriend like the lead singer. They are both hot especially Adam. I love tattoo guy. They are just bloody hot and rawk. Oh,damned.

So yes, this is it :)

Day 09- Something you’re proud of in the past few days

Apart from losing weight and getting new real friends, I'd like to say I am getting my life back to the track.

Never wish for things to be easier, wish for yourself getting better.

I was in my doom day a couple of months ago.
I was blurred. I was lost.

Sleeping on my bed the whole day, made myself getting high and headache. High because I have no idea what to do. Headache because sleep too much.



So finally I realized,the past is over now.


Life is about moving on and make the very best of yourself.

I am feeling great now.  And yes, I wouldn't trade my life now for anything not worth it.

The past really taught me how to be completely careful and wiser I must say.

Life is too precious and I am not going to lose any bits of anything,everything. 

So, moving on is something which I am really proud for these couple of months.

Can you see my eyes shining?? and less pimples,oh yeah!!

P/S Do not say Good Bye yet, as my new journey just begin.

Day 08- Short term goals for this month and why

Although nobody really read this but I am still gonna write and write and write. 
I can't stand by knowing that I couldn't even finish this challenge again this year!

Alright, my short term goals will be :

1. Stick to my diet plan. No more late night sandwic. Because why?, I just gained another kg. Look, I was XXL and now I am M size. You got what I mean?

No More food after 7PM

2. Spend lesser. No more shopping for new books and dress. I have enough. Because why?. I just finished my whole paycheck this month for a books and dresses. I am a shopping addict!

For the record, I finished my entire paycheck for shopping this month.

3. Come to office early no more half an hour late. Because why?... I am late. Usually I reach half or an hour late. I don't want to get fired for a lame reason though.

4. Sleep early.Because why?,eye bag makes me look funny.

So, that's it. Have a good weekend all.

No harm to have more friends than enemy :)

Day 07- A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you

I don't know. This is kind of burden to think of. I think my own journey itself has been the biggest impact to myself.
So shall I still have to find a picture of something that has the biggest impact to myself??.

Okay, FRIENDS. If you know me long you know how much I value friendship.
So basically, friends keep me moving on to the better way.

They are my biggest impact.

So here it is,my fav ones.

To be honest, I am not so sure how to finish this 30-days blog challenge. I think I will never going to finish it.
But still, I am working hard on this. So here is my favourite book ever.

The Truth About Melody Browne by Lisa Jewell

The stories are awesome. Imagine when you can't remember anything about your childhood. And the person who you thought your parents isn't the real ones. You have no photo of your childhood and you can't even recall if you have any good friends back then.

When everything so blurred and the only person who can answer your every question has long gone, times will be difficult and complicated.

Well everybody have their own past. It's either the beautiful ones or the bad beautiful memories. You gotta find the truth by yourself.

So this is it,my favourite book ever.

More on my Facebook

Hey, how is everyone??
Christmas Eve was great. I was out with few bloggers. And the Christmas day itself I was out with newly found good friend Cindy. So called lost in Subang but I managed to reach there although that was quite late. 

Driving like a 21 years old girl, I followed them to Empire Walk. Hunting for a Christmas present was great and I was thinking to do that in 2013. I have my important new list already. Playing with phone, a big no-no. Listen all, friendship means a lot so do not text when you are out with your buddies. Try not to do that because it's annoying.

And back home. Lost  again when I was on the way to Norry's place.
I then ended up having dinner with my old old friend.

He looks great and I was happy to be able to chat with him again like the old days. Who doesn't huh??
It was so fun to laugh at about how stupid we were when we both was so young and foolish. Oh, that was just so nice. It was so about us. But worry not, he is not my boyfriend. He is a good friend of mine.

Did I told you about my first Comic Fiesta?
Yes, I went to KLCC and it was like walking in Japan. It was my first experience. You can see load of cartoon characters there. Although I am not a big fan of anime I wish I stumble into one of the cartoon character that I known. A sailormoon at least?.

I wish to have my own Cosplay next year. Bulma Bulma. How does it sound??

Best Wishes from Alexa's Journey

This year marked a really memorable Christmas for myself. This year I was away from my parents and I am alone. Alone in term of being single.

But worry not, I have my new found friends. They are cool and I am happy for the acceptance.

A friend told me once that, it is not how hard you can hit but it is how hard you get hit to move on. I have to admit that I was really rush to get into a relationship for no reason. The more I tried, the more I get hurt.

Everything seem to be greyish. Then I realized, the long break is what I needed to find myself. To find where I stand. To catch my breathe and so on.

Lucky, I slowly found myself again. I am able to smile and run around like the old days.

God, thank you for healing my lost soul.

Merry Christmas 2012. Keep believing,faith and trust. You will be good.

Have a blast Christmas everyone. Hugs.

I went for a movie at Paradigm Mall last couple of weeks ago. My original plan was to check on Fa-Ying by Rama V location since I was invited for the official opening by Danny.

I kept  on looking left and right and didn’t really realised the restaurant was just right in front of me. I said I am just checking but I was so tempted to go in. So I went in.

The waiter was really nice to me.He served me well. The menu was great but I can’t afford to try everything. So I  chose to have the Green Curry Thai Chicken with white rice for my lunch of the day.

Guess what??.

The green curry was great and it was only RM10++ including the drink. I think the lunch menu is reasonable.

I noticed that they have Ladies Night every Wednesday too. Free flow for all ladies. The vodka for the tower one is around RM90++ cheap isn’t it.

Anyway, I hope I can write more details on Fa-Ying by Rama V later on. They look so tempting to me. Well at least for me and Cindy.

So,anyone.If you happen to be at Paradigm Mall, do drop to Fa-Ying by Rama V.

Looking forward to to a food review with Cindy later.

Address as below :

Ground Floor,Paradigm Mall,47301 Petaling Jaya,Malaysia
Tel : 03- 7451 2933
Opening Time : Daily 11am - 12am

Rating : KIV 

I am going to mark this as my first movie geek outing with the bloggers. Thanks to DC for the free movie pass from Nuffnang.

The movie was held at Tropicana Mall,Damansara. I was actually really made the wrong moved as I went out late from home. I was thinking I am going to make it at the dot,obviously even if i reach there like 10 minutes before the show - I do still felt guilty for making my blogger friend waited that long. It was not that i like to be late or I don’t like to come early. Anyway, I have to admit I was at my fault.

My first movie pass was called John Reacher. The main leading actor is Tom Cruise of course,lol. The movie started really well with riffle,bullets and muscle. And I was like, this dude must be crazy. Shooting randomly at public. Can you ever imagine that? One day you walked at the park and someone just got shooted just right  in front your eyes. I must say, it some kind of great experience only if you are survive then.

So, the movie continue with the charming sexy attorney called Helen Rodin. I like her eyes and her curvy body. She look hot. She’s not that typical blonde I must say. She believed the suspect James Barr wasn’t at his fault and she is depending him and that leads to John Reacher. And of course John Reacher is quite a complicated person. I am not going to talk more about it,that’s for you to find. Quite interesting though.

The only part which really upset me was the ending. I think it doesn’t make sense at all. What with that half blinded man? Why John Reacher killed him?. It seem like hanging.

So overall, this movie clearly not my cup of tea.

As for the rating, I’ll give 7/10. 

i rmb when I first moved to Seapark, I wrote a note and cried for almost 2-weeks for homesickie tat much.

i went back to Cheras 3-days after tat.i said, i missed my room a lot. Although it was totally empty but still I miss everytheng I left ther.

I missed the smell. I missed the bed. I just missed everytheng.

I neva feel such empty like tat even  when i left my college... I was extremely excited and I can't even wait to start my first job.

Life has been a roller coaster ride to me. I rmb when I first broke up with my first boyfriend.I din cry. Wat I did?.

I din  sleep for like almost 3-days. I played games. I din take my shower and I din had anytheng.Mayb I did,maybe some milk or juice. 

then i rmb how much he dun wan me to smoke. i walked 5-blocks away just to get myself a cigarette. guess wat? it din do me any good. in fact i swear to God, i am not going to smoke again as it makes my tongue burnt. then i hit the club.i said, look i wanna dance and get drunk like nobody watching. i danced. i drunk. I danced and I drunk till the third day I fall sicked.Admitted to hospital.

now,wen i walked out from my last relationship I was like a walking Zombie. Confused and hatred.

i guess my past 3-years of life has really taught me ' bout life.can't really control everytheng but all I cud say I try to control thengs which I cud.

I am fine.

Grand Lexis.The last vacay of year 2012

Google

November gave away to December.It has been pretty hard for me.
I can't get enough sleep for how many weeks and I've been so much in stress.

Somebody says, you will heal by time. The days continued to pass.
Sometimes I went out with friends and there were times I spent my day alone at the cinema. I kinda like it although knowing that it was pretty boring to have all the popcorn alone,but I enjoyed.


I am good now. I am taking all things back to reality.

GOOGLE

To be honest up untill now, I am still wondering how to finish the 30-days challenge. My Thursday was a nightmare and instead soaking up the whole night I decided to wake up early and write something before heading to work later.

A habit which  I wish I don't have it. That would be being emo too easily I guess. That's the only thing which I can think now. Maybe that is not a part of habit at all I guess but I don't bite my nails,I don't even chewing my hair or play the coins inside my pocket.

I can say that I am too extra sensitive nowadays. Maybe the situation which I am in now or the earlier on makes everything even harder to me and when that little thing happened I can't think straight though. 

.....

Picture tells everything.

Lately, I find that I started to distance myself away from him. And maybe him leaving wasn't the end of the world. I am not exactly over him yet but I believe that there is still life without him. I want to see more and now, I know that there is still a lot of new things which I wanna see and I want do. I am just going to throw myself right into it and I wanna get what I settle for.

So what do people notice about me. Maybe my stubbornness or should I say I am quite a tough girl?.

P/S I stop judging myself and I stop letting people judging me. To know me, you have to read the whole of me. Fair enough?

My beautiful fairy life.

Our First Tickets

Cheers!

I went for a movie at last. I got the free ticket from my dear good friend Kent.
Although we supposed to watch the movie on Saturday and due to some circumstances the movie was cancelled.

We were like wtf man!. We paid for the parking ticket and we were running and sweating when we reach the GSC Signature,Garden. And we was told that the movie cancelled to 5.30pm after been waiting like an hour or so.

Anyway, we went to watched it then on the next few days after that.

James Bond is hot as ever. I like how he acting very 'slamber'. His mission this time is to save M.
And that creepy psyco weird Silva was really like 'creep'.

But it was quite frustrating as the story was like hanging. I don't get it how Bond was saved from the shooting incident. And his past? Come on, give me so rough idea on that.

By the way, I just love Skyfall. It could be Bond just unforgetful.

Backed then when I was at 68Kg

18th November 2012 - Seapark

For goodness sake,what have I done?
I've lost my own identity for almost 3-years.
I won't let it happen anymore. I feel like I lost my own memory.

Day 01- 15 interesting facts about yourself

I love children. For me,  being a small kid is way much more fun than being an adult. Being a small kid I don't have to worry about anything. 

I am such a forgiver. Don't ask me why.

I asked question a lot. I mean my curiosity is above everything that you could ever imagine.

I am a risk taker. 

I like being describe as weird. For me weird is sexy.

I am so much into crawling creatures documentary i.e snakes.

I value friendship more than love relationship. Nothing bet friendship.

I am a book-holic. I spent two days moving all my books from my old place to the place which I am staying now. Freak?

I love simple unique life. Like driving aimlessly and stop only when I think that's the place I wanna be.

I've been driving for 2-years now and I still don't have my driving lisence yet.

I love writing. I always wanna be a serious writer.

I drink occasionally but I do not smoke.

I do not eat cucumber and tomato. In fact, I hate them.

I was at my 75Kgs before and I am XXL now I am Medium size. Quite an achievement.

Last but not least, I cry easily but I think I am slowly become a tough person now. Life change.


P/s Don't say goodbye as the good thing just about to start.

Intangible things in life

Then last night we went for a walk at the bargain street just 15 mins drive-way from the place which I am staying. He is my best-friend and he live just next to my house. On the way back to my car, he asked me to drive. I took the key without saying anything.

Blah..blah  ..blah

In life, it is easy to judge people based on what you know or heard about him/her. But would you ever re-consider to hear the whole part of her/his story back then?.

For the past of this 11-months, I've learnt so much new things. Good experience for life.
And when I was asked, I have nothing to be pity of. Life is about learning new thing.

Life is just like a tattoo isn't it?

18th Nov 2012- Seapark

Like A Pill

Really surreal. I've moved to this new place and I've encountered so many new things day by day. Life for me now is much more fun compared to my none-moving life previously. I am happy now. Happy and more happier.

So for a start, I am going to start with the 30-days blog challenge eventhough I never really finish it before.

Day 01- 15 interesting facts about yourself
Day 02- What do people notice about you?
Day 03- Childhood memories
Day 04- A habit that you wish you didn't have
Day 05- A picture of somewhere you've been to
Day 06- Favourite book(s)
Day 07- A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you
Day 08- Short term goals for this month and why
Day 09- Something you’re proud of in the past few days
Day 10- Songs you listen to currently
Day 11- Something that pissed you off
Day 12- Why do you write
Day 13- Something you miss
Day 14- Something that makes you happy
Day 15- My fashion sense is best described as
Day 16- What is your idea of fun? 
Day 17- If I could be anybody in this world,who could it be?
Day 18- How would a boy impress you?
Day 19- Nicknames you have; why do you have them
Day 20- Favourite Colour and why.
Day 21- A picture of something that makes you happy
Day 22- A fitness regime
Day 23- Something you crave for a lot
Day 24- A letter to your ex
Day 25- What I would find in your bag
Day 26- What you think about your friends
Day 27- Dream destination
Day 28- What is my typical day like?
Day 29- If I were to fall to my neighbour, I would..
Day 30- A photograph of town/city you lived in.

In two words : Fun and Mystery

My Copies,no watermark because too lazy nowadays.

According To Goodreads : When she was nine years old, Melody Browne's house burned down, taking every toy, every photograph, every item of clothing and old Christmas card with it. But not only did the fire destroy all her possessions, it took with it all her memories - Melody Browne can remember nothing before her ninth birthday. Now in her early thirties, Melody lives in a council flat in the middle of London with her seventeen-year-old son. She hasn't seen her parents since she left home at fifteen, but Melody doesn't mind, she's better off on her own. She's made a good life for herself and her son and she likes it that way. Until one night something extraordinary happens. Whilst attending a hypnotist show with her first date in years she faints - and when she comes round she starts to remember. At first her memories mean nothing to her but then slowly, day by day, she begins to piece together the real story of her childhood. Her journey takes her to the seaside town of Broadstairs, to oddly familiar houses in London backstreets and to meetings with strangers who love her like their own. But with every mystery she solves another one materialises, with every question she answers another appears. And Melody begins to wonder if she'll ever know the truth about her past.


What I say : 5 Stars for this one. I enjoyed the reading from the start. I just loved this book so much that I can't put down this book until I finish them within 3days. Can you ever imagine your past? Being adopted and that you couldn't remember any of your childhood memories. I used to think that I was adopted before because I never see any of my babies photos. Ha ha. I am just being ridiculous now. But this book worth the money.