Picture tells everything.

Lately, I find that I started to distance myself away from him. And maybe him leaving wasn't the end of the world. I am not exactly over him yet but I believe that there is still life without him. I want to see more and now, I know that there is still a lot of new things which I wanna see and I want do. I am just going to throw myself right into it and I wanna get what I settle for.

So what do people notice about me. Maybe my stubbornness or should I say I am quite a tough girl?.

P/S I stop judging myself and I stop letting people judging me. To know me, you have to read the whole of me. Fair enough?

My beautiful fairy life.

Our First Tickets

Cheers!

I went for a movie at last. I got the free ticket from my dear good friend Kent.
Although we supposed to watch the movie on Saturday and due to some circumstances the movie was cancelled.

We were like wtf man!. We paid for the parking ticket and we were running and sweating when we reach the GSC Signature,Garden. And we was told that the movie cancelled to 5.30pm after been waiting like an hour or so.

Anyway, we went to watched it then on the next few days after that.

James Bond is hot as ever. I like how he acting very 'slamber'. His mission this time is to save M.
And that creepy psyco weird Silva was really like 'creep'.

But it was quite frustrating as the story was like hanging. I don't get it how Bond was saved from the shooting incident. And his past? Come on, give me so rough idea on that.

By the way, I just love Skyfall. It could be Bond just unforgetful.

Backed then when I was at 68Kg

18th November 2012 - Seapark

For goodness sake,what have I done?
I've lost my own identity for almost 3-years.
I won't let it happen anymore. I feel like I lost my own memory.

Day 01- 15 interesting facts about yourself

I love children. For me,  being a small kid is way much more fun than being an adult. Being a small kid I don't have to worry about anything. 

I am such a forgiver. Don't ask me why.

I asked question a lot. I mean my curiosity is above everything that you could ever imagine.

I am a risk taker. 

I like being describe as weird. For me weird is sexy.

I am so much into crawling creatures documentary i.e snakes.

I value friendship more than love relationship. Nothing bet friendship.

I am a book-holic. I spent two days moving all my books from my old place to the place which I am staying now. Freak?

I love simple unique life. Like driving aimlessly and stop only when I think that's the place I wanna be.

I've been driving for 2-years now and I still don't have my driving lisence yet.

I love writing. I always wanna be a serious writer.

I drink occasionally but I do not smoke.

I do not eat cucumber and tomato. In fact, I hate them.

I was at my 75Kgs before and I am XXL now I am Medium size. Quite an achievement.

Last but not least, I cry easily but I think I am slowly become a tough person now. Life change.


P/s Don't say goodbye as the good thing just about to start.

Intangible things in life

Then last night we went for a walk at the bargain street just 15 mins drive-way from the place which I am staying. He is my best-friend and he live just next to my house. On the way back to my car, he asked me to drive. I took the key without saying anything.

Blah..blah  ..blah

In life, it is easy to judge people based on what you know or heard about him/her. But would you ever re-consider to hear the whole part of her/his story back then?.

For the past of this 11-months, I've learnt so much new things. Good experience for life.
And when I was asked, I have nothing to be pity of. Life is about learning new thing.

Life is just like a tattoo isn't it?

18th Nov 2012- Seapark

Like A Pill

Really surreal. I've moved to this new place and I've encountered so many new things day by day. Life for me now is much more fun compared to my none-moving life previously. I am happy now. Happy and more happier.

So for a start, I am going to start with the 30-days blog challenge eventhough I never really finish it before.

Day 01- 15 interesting facts about yourself
Day 02- What do people notice about you?
Day 03- Childhood memories
Day 04- A habit that you wish you didn't have
Day 05- A picture of somewhere you've been to
Day 06- Favourite book(s)
Day 07- A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you
Day 08- Short term goals for this month and why
Day 09- Something you’re proud of in the past few days
Day 10- Songs you listen to currently
Day 11- Something that pissed you off
Day 12- Why do you write
Day 13- Something you miss
Day 14- Something that makes you happy
Day 15- My fashion sense is best described as
Day 16- What is your idea of fun? 
Day 17- If I could be anybody in this world,who could it be?
Day 18- How would a boy impress you?
Day 19- Nicknames you have; why do you have them
Day 20- Favourite Colour and why.
Day 21- A picture of something that makes you happy
Day 22- A fitness regime
Day 23- Something you crave for a lot
Day 24- A letter to your ex
Day 25- What I would find in your bag
Day 26- What you think about your friends
Day 27- Dream destination
Day 28- What is my typical day like?
Day 29- If I were to fall to my neighbour, I would..
Day 30- A photograph of town/city you lived in.

In two words : Fun and Mystery

My Copies,no watermark because too lazy nowadays.

According To Goodreads : When she was nine years old, Melody Browne's house burned down, taking every toy, every photograph, every item of clothing and old Christmas card with it. But not only did the fire destroy all her possessions, it took with it all her memories - Melody Browne can remember nothing before her ninth birthday. Now in her early thirties, Melody lives in a council flat in the middle of London with her seventeen-year-old son. She hasn't seen her parents since she left home at fifteen, but Melody doesn't mind, she's better off on her own. She's made a good life for herself and her son and she likes it that way. Until one night something extraordinary happens. Whilst attending a hypnotist show with her first date in years she faints - and when she comes round she starts to remember. At first her memories mean nothing to her but then slowly, day by day, she begins to piece together the real story of her childhood. Her journey takes her to the seaside town of Broadstairs, to oddly familiar houses in London backstreets and to meetings with strangers who love her like their own. But with every mystery she solves another one materialises, with every question she answers another appears. And Melody begins to wonder if she'll ever know the truth about her past.


What I say : 5 Stars for this one. I enjoyed the reading from the start. I just loved this book so much that I can't put down this book until I finish them within 3days. Can you ever imagine your past? Being adopted and that you couldn't remember any of your childhood memories. I used to think that I was adopted before because I never see any of my babies photos. Ha ha. I am just being ridiculous now. But this book worth the money.