But a dream is much better. Even if - it's just a fantasy.Sometime in life, to avoid disappointment is when we stop expecting anything from other peop...

I finally finished my second big project. I've been working on them since 3-months ago. I've been staying in till 10pm almost everyday without anybody noticing. Eating out late and sneaked out for movie every Wednesday and had nightmares almost everyday. So this explains my dark circle under my eyes. Now, I need a good kiss and a tight hug to put me to sleep, lol.There was a time where I can be such...

I always have a different view about how life is. At my age now I think I am being adult enough to have my own judgement over things. I remember when I was a kid, I used to listen to people a lot. Because good girls are like that. When I went to college, I do things which I don't like but still keeping my chin up because good girls listen to adult.I get into my first relationship when I was like 24...

for some reason she unpacked her stuff again.she saw herself putting back all her outfits back into her closet.i felt stup...

-She felt her cheeks flush. She is trying to figure out what it w...

I can do the same thing over and over again.I can even listen to the same Gotcha call again and again.I can even watch the same video over and over again.Once when I was out with one of my friends they told me that I was crazy. They said, " I am going to vomit blood if you tell me you still keep watching the Alex wassabi Video again."And yes, I did. I even watched them on the vid this morning. And...

While Taylor Swift busy writing a song about her love life experience, she at the other side of the world blog about her book of life. Although maybe nobody really read.She met him again for the second time. She felt like this time she is much more comfortable talking to him although she don't talk that much. She likes it when he started to talk and she get excited listening to his adventures of life. At one time, she felt like...

it was so cold today. the rain makes me feel gloomy. i failed to feel my heart again. i was drenched. it was so cold today that i can't barely feel my heart again. and again,i was searching for the rainbow but i was drenched. it was so cold today that i can't hardly breathe in. i wonder why the sky so blue  that i failed to register the dark skies today. i am drenched. for a little...

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Sometime busy life makes we forget who we really are.Sometime the needed of life makes we forget about God.For God always think about us no matter what happened.I am born as a Catholic and I spent my first 10 years or so for sunday school.I always remind myself why couldn't I spend my one or two hours of time going to God House?It surprised me that I can spend more than 3-hours for other things.I...

Not Ordinary Yours Hi call me Alexa. I come from Kota Kinabalu. My mom origin is in Kota Belud which is an hour plus drive from  KK city. She worked as a Primary School Teacher. She taught Maths,Bahasa and Arts. But that was long time ago now she is a full time housewife. Hi you can call me Leen. I have a very unique registered name and my friends always have a difficulty to pronounce my name correctly. But that was...

Day 2She looked at him for the first time. She remembered, he gave her that smiled.But she wasn't sure if it was real.She wasn't sure how to react for him.So..They went for their first dinner together.She remembered when he told her his favourite brand.She remembered when he told her his regular cologne.He said, "you must remember this..".She was stunned.And...She even remembered how he kept telling his Iphone is the best phone...

Day 20- Favourite Colour and why.I don't really have any favourite colour. But if I was asked to choose.Maybe I go for Blue,Pink and Green.But I do love Red,Black,White,Maroon,Yellow.If I was asked to choose for the second time, I would say my favourite colours would be rainbow colours.They have all the colours there. But I only have to choose one.For some reason, I don't have any clue why...

Day 19- Nicknames you have; why do you have themSometime I wondered why do people have nicknames. Maybe that's how they remember each other or maybe it's fun to have a nick name.Sometime when I think back I got a cool nick name back at home.I told mom that I have a long weird registered name and a cool nick name. And she just laughed.So one day, I decided to combined my registered name with my...

every petal have their own stories.Rose 1But I couldn't say a word right from the beginning I saw him. She was standing in front of the coffee shop. Trying to figure out something. Her eyes was looking everywhere trying to catch a pair of eyes which she recognize.She went in. Everyone seem to be strangers. She saw one man was sitting at the corner. She was thinking,if it could be him."But he is not looking at me," she was...

So today is my birthday.We were working out late for some pending project which is due by this coming Friday.I am struggling to finish the whole thing ever since..And now;Everything seem to be fine.Well actually I was quite sad because this monster went sleep straight away and I thought he forgot about my birthday, pai seh! So after all the birthday wishes and birthday cake blowing I went off sleep wishing for the next day to...

So today I am thinking what am I suppose to do for my birthday tomorrow. This evening friend invited me for a movie screening,Mama. But I said no as I am staying in for some pending projects. So today aunty cooked some dinner for us. It was the best nyummy food ever. I miss mom. So for the next couple of hours, it will be my birthday. Happy Birthday Ale...

Don't tell me you don't know who is Mark Travis.Someone told me that sometime fairy tales do come true.I am not so sure about this.Do Fairy Tales really exist?A prince charming come to rescue a blur princess who thought the world is going to end real soon.I remember when I was a kid, mom bought me a fairy tales books. She bought me two books. Cinderella and Snow White. I hate Cinderella because I think the story is ridiculous....

ShillsI went for a product launching last Friday. I have to admit that it was my first event for this year and seriously it was great.I love meeting new people and of course I love new product.When I was small, mom used to tell me that I have to stick to only one product. Never keep on jumping. Well honestly, I never really followed what she said. So I keep jumping from one product to another product.And I tell you what, I am...

Day 18- How would a boy/man impress you?I know this will never happen. But I always thought a man who come over me on our first date with a flowers really impress me much. Even it is meant only a normal dinner but a flowers meant everything to me.I always thought a guy who always comes with surprises are impressing enough. It doesn't mean that they need to buy you stuffs.Surprises could be anything....

Keep Your SmileI told myself, hey it is going to be weekend soon.And you know what excite me much? It is because I can sleep until noon.I told myself,hey it is going to be weekend soon.And you know what makes me happy? Yes it is because I can go for a movie. Maybe a movie marathon.I told myself, hey it is going to be weekend soon.And you know what makes me jumping high?. It is because I can run for Chatime and drink as many as...

Today I went to work and pretended like I am a good girl. I didn't play with my phone today ( actually I did that- when nobody see ).Today I went to see my boss. We don't really like him because he likes to talk a lot of stuffs which he himself couldn't understand nothing. But since I am a very good girl today, I just smiled and nodded.Today I did a lot of stuffs. Like doing CN and  doing some...

Day 17- If I could be anybody in this world,who could it be?If I could be anybody in this world, I would say I wanna be myself. But in a different version of Alexa. That would be successful career woman called Alexa who own her own publishing company. Who own a caring,loving and a loyal long term partner.If I could be anybody in this world, I would be myself but in a different version of Alexa. And that would be, a young generous...

Day 16- What is your idea of fun? Photo Credit to Cindy Tong I am way too lazy to upload new photos today. I was just woke up and now I don't feel like doing anything. Except writing. I have like tons of entry which I ain't have time to do yet and that is not cool at all. My idea of fun? My idea of fun would be by driving aimlessly around the town with good music over the radio.And not forgetting I do dance....

Day 14- Something that makes you happyThat something which makes me happy absolutely hanging out with good friends on weekend. I don't really stay at home during weekend except if I really have things to do. I don't want to waste my time by staying at home doing nothing but I did stayed in today. That something which makes me happy absolutely when I received an email from my friends...

Day 13- Something you missOh well, since I've been shopping and movies alot.... I won't say I am kinda miss all those stuffs.Reading? Nope. I don't feel like reading nowadays ( even actually I am struggling to finish all the books now ).So what it is which I miss? Maybe:A hug.A Kiss.Holding hands.Telling someone that I care for them.Telling someone that I love them.Spend some good time with loved...

Day 12- Why do you writeWhy do I write? I used to read a lots. And when I read, I used to imagine I was that character.If you know me long, you'll know how crazy I am with books. Yes apart from being a sucker for dresses,movies and dancing I do shop for books.And since I've always have the difficulty to express my feeling, I used to write a diary. And what happened, my mom used to read it secretly.There was once, I went...

This was meant to be posted on New Year Eve but I was completely forgot as I was busy with other "things",LoL. However, readers there you go!If you are reading this, I most probably on my way to the New Year countdown.As most of you known, I've fucked up a little on my Twenty Twelve. Although it started pretty well on last January with my surprised Birthday and gifts from closed friends and loved ones. January was pretty awesome.February...