I am counting my dollars to see if it's enough till the end of the month. I've spent my entire salary for shopping and honestly I don't think I can survive till the end of the month now. Anyway, I bought a new toy today. And seriously, my card has been declined since last night. Did I just maxed o...

When I was at college, I fell in love with one of my course mate. He is 6 foot tall and he got this blue eyes. When I was at college, I fell in love with one of my course mate. He is a Canadian with bright smile. He used to sit at the corner of the classroom whenever we had the same subject together. During that moment, I was pretty sure that what I did was the right things to do. Then I texted...

Amazing to think that, no long ago we were both only two strangers who work under the same management. It was too amazing to think how did we come into this far. And we were the hot topic for last week. My days are falling into a sort of life pattern which is hard to explain. Apart from my shopaholic addiction I guess I am a beauty freak now. But all this - is a neutral ground. As I walked today...

I had a tough day in the office today. The GM keeps on attacking me. For I don't know what reason he keep saying something like, if your MD is not around I am your boss. The thing is he is not my boss, he just happened to be more senior than me. I think he forgot that my MD is the paymaster who pays for his salary and his house which tentatively is not his yet. He still couldn't get the fact that I am the MD second big lady. If...

Some say it is not easy to leave our old selves behind. Life is unexpected. I have nothing much to write today. In fact, I am excited as the weekend is finally approaching.  I may sound too lonely but having a boyfriend at the wrong time could be a disaster though. Sometimes, I do wish I could have someone who I can talk to. Who I can laugh it during my hardest time. Can someone make me...

I thought I was getting on better today. I just couldn't get along well with the General Manager. I'd tried to act normal but it was so obvious that people surround us do notice about us. I went out  for a late lunch with new friends who happened to know him very well. They said, I should just ignore him and do work professionally. Don't let the emotion control me because if that is the case,...

Last weekend, while waiting for a dinner I hang out with one of the Malaysian basketball player at one of the local coffee shop. I am not a sketchers freak. I am not into Adidas or even Nike or even Under Armour. Then again, there was this one topic where they were talking about Jeremy Scott design. And they showed me one of the photo. And they challenge me if I am dare to wear this. Taken From Google Anyway, if you don't...

I used to pick him up and send him away to the airport. It's not like the first time I am sending him away. But today, I felt sad.  Sad for being more than 8000 miles away to each other. Sad for waking up in the morning and knowing that L.A is 18hours different from K.L. I can't believe how I am relying so much to my Managing Director. Anyway, I am driving out to see my sales team now. Life...

Okay there are two choices here. Either I can keep myself staring out of the window worrying about the future or keep my journey forward. I finally found my dream job. But the road is not always clear. There will be always an obstacle along the way. Just like  what happened yesterday, the GM called me up and scolded me for some nonsense. Obviously, he is not happy with the new system and about...

To his great annoyance, let me tell you back then, I was just a normal girl who doing the office job from nine to five - five days a week. I felt insulted when he makes a remark about how much I am getting paid. As much as I've been reading books nowadays. One of the books, taught me that, "Never underestimate one's capability". All I'm saying is that, I am a different person now. I do not have...

Wilfred was my first high school boyfriend. I was 13 and he was 15. I thought we are going to get married but it turned out that we were not. He was tall with a fair skin and I could say that he was the most good looking guy I've ever seen in my entire life ( that moment ). I had  two boxes of his love letters to me. Although we never really go out for date but looking at each other from...

How's life? I forgot that I've been so silence for few months. Does it feel like a decade? I forget that I was the author of this blog and it seems like my blood run smoothly here. Why? Because I think I felt much more secure here. There are always a different when you've written so much and people tend to read you and dig about your personal more than expected. I've had a damaged heart. But I overcome...